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    "A comedy of sexual disorientation."

    2000 85 English
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    Overview

    Director Jamie Babbit crafted a sharp satire that uses bright colors and exaggerated tropes to critique the practice of conversion therapy. Released in 2000 after premiering at Sundance, the film follows Megan Bloomfield, a star cheerleader whose parents panic when they suspect she is gay. They enroll her at True Directions, a facility run by the charismatic Mike, played by RuPaul, which claims to cure homosexuality through rigid conditioning and shame.

    The movie stands out for its distinct visual style, employing saturated pinks and blues to highlight the artificiality of gender roles. It balances dark subject matter with a lighthearted tone, turning the camp's absurd rituals into a vehicle for social commentary. Critics initially debated its approach but later recognized it as an important work that gave voice to LGBTQ+ experiences while mocking intolerance.

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    Megan Bloomfield lives a life scripted by her parents, Mary and Bruce, who expect nothing less than perfection from their daughter. She attends a suburban high school where she excels as a cheerleader and maintains a relationship with Clayton, a football player. Her mother notices subtle signs that Megan does not fit the expected mold, specifically finding Megan more comfortable around girls on the squad than with her boyfriend. Instead of accepting this as normal teenage exploration, Mary and Bruce decide their child needs immediate intervention before her future is ruined.

    They ship Megan off to True Directions, a conversion therapy camp disguised as a wholesome retreat. The facility operates on a strict binary system where residents are divided into straight and gay groups based on arbitrary behaviors. Upon arrival, Megan loses her identity as staff cut her hair short and replace her colorful clothes with drab, oversized garments. The camp director, Mike, leads daily sessions filled with humiliating games, forced confessions, and bizarre role-playing exercises designed to break down her sense of self.

    At the camp, Megan meets other teenagers sent away for similar reasons. Graham Eaton arrives as a tomboyish girl whose parents suspect she is lesbian. Hilary joins the group as a shy student labeled too emotional, while Sinead openly mocks the camp's methods. The environment fosters manufactured shame, punishing any affection between same-sex peers while rewarding displays of heterosexuality. Megan finds herself confused by the artificial nature of the program and the logic used to justify it.

    A bond forms between Megan and Graham as they navigate the oppressive rules together. Their connection grows through shared glances and quiet moments of rebellion against the camp's authority. Megan begins to question the validity of the teachings as she witnesses the breakdown of other residents under the strain of the program. The summer progresses with escalating confrontations as she realizes the "cure" offered is a lie rooted in fear rather than truth.

    As the final days approach, Megan starts to find her voice and see the cruelty behind the camp's message. She learns to trust her own instincts despite the pressure to conform to societal expectations. The story builds toward a moment of clarity where Megan must choose between the false promise of a straight future or embracing her authentic self. The film explores themes of identity and acceptance without revealing the specific outcome of her decision during this period.

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    Critical Reception

    Critical Consensus

    This satirical comedy uses vibrant visuals and humor to critique conversion therapy effectively. While some critics found the tone uneven at first, the film has gained recognition as a significant LGBTQ+ work that balances wit with emotional resonance.

    Top Cast

    Natasha Lyonne

    Natasha Lyonne

    Megan Bloomfield

    Clea DuVall

    Clea DuVall

    Graham Eaton

    Cathy Moriarty

    Cathy Moriarty

    Mary Brown

    RuPaul

    RuPaul

    Mike

    Melanie Lynskey

    Melanie Lynskey

    Hilary

    Katharine Towne

    Katharine Towne

    Sinead

    Kip Pardue

    Kip Pardue

    Clayton

    Crew

    Director

    Jamie Babbit

    Writers

    Brian Peterson, Jamie Babbit

    Composer

    Pat Irwin

    Cinematographer

    Jules Labarthe

    Producers

    Andrea Sperling, Leanna Creel

    Awards

    Sundance Film Festival (2000)

    Audience Award (U.S. Dramatic Competition): Won

    GLAAD Media Awards (2001)

    Outstanding Film – Wide Release: Won

    Independent Spirit Awards (2001)

    Best First Feature: Nominated

    Humanitas Prize (2001)

    Feature Film Category: Nominated

    Outfest (2000)

    Audience Award (Feature Film): Won

    Keywords

    coming outcheerleaderconversion therapylesbianlgbt teenshameidentity crisiscampsatireromance

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    Facts

    Filming Location
    San Fernando Valley, California
    Visual Style
    Saturated pink and blue color palette
    Director's Cut
    Released in 2020 with extended scenes
    Composer
    Pat Irwin
    Production Companies
    Ignite Entertainment, The Kushner-Locke Company, HKM Films

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