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So, Kendall, how are you feeling? I mean, I'm fine. I've been dealing with vertigo just fine. I mean, I've had dizzy moments, but they come and go, and honestly, I'm just, I'm ready to get back in the ring. That's not what I mean. How are you feeling? Look, it sucks. I mean, losing the NXT Women's Championship was hard enough. Then I got vertigo, and now I'm not cleared, so I can't even fight for what I've lost. And that's the hardest part. I mean, I wake up every morning and put one foot in front of the other. I just don't know where I'm going. I'm lost, restless. It's like I'm stuck in this hole that I can't get out of. And I want to, I just don't know how. Sounds tough, but you dealt with anything like this before? I mean, my freshman year of college, I had a Liz Frank injury, so I had a red shirt. And it sucked sitting on the sidelines, watching everyone chase their dreams, having opportunities, having matches, and I was just there existing just like I am now But the difference was when I had the Liz Frank injury I could see it With this I can But you came back from that right You won three national championships, so it seems like everything worked out okay that time. What's so wrong with having to slow down? This time just feels different. It's not the same. I mean, college, we had a plan. I knew I was going to be cleared for the following season. But with this, I don't know what's happening. I don't know when I'm coming back. It could be weeks, months, a year. I mean, I lost the NXT Women's Championship. I was at the highest of highs, and in a snap of a finger, everything was gone. What if Kendall Gray doesn't come back the same? What if I'm not as fast, not as smooth? What if everything that makes me me is gone? I don't... It's a lot to unpack, and we'll get there, but for next time, I just want you to think about who is Kendall Gray if she's not competing? Yeah. I don't know. I don't know.