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Tracker in two years. Like, unironically, I don't think I've looked at it in two years. I don't think I have ever looked at my view count or my anything. Why? Because I don't think it matters. I think that the measure of my success is seeable without statistics. Does that make sense? and also when I moved to Austin there was a lot of people around me who were like obsessed with it and it like almost like itched me a little bit because I was new I was new to Austin like I'd never I'd never been to Austin I'd never been around that before and most of my career I was not around that no shade but all shade um and like I think that like because of that I've never really like like I don't sit there and like look at my stats I don't look at other people's stats I don't really care about what the fuck is going on like I've never I cannot imagine unironically having a day where like let's say Emmy had like I'm actually trolling about this because it's kind of funny but like I can't imagine having a day where Emmy or Bonnie had higher views than me. And I came out of my room and I'm like, how dare you? No, like most of the time I'm like, oh my God, you did so good today. And then I move on with my day. You know what I mean? I just like, I don't know.