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It started off with a text and like, oh, hi, kitty something something. And I was just like, resist it, ignore it. You know, make a fan get my number. Like, what's, I don't, and then again and again. And then a photo of me that I had never posted. And I was like, oh, my brain just like chills. And then he was like, you want more? And so he sent more and then he like kept sending them until he got me in a conversation with him. Um, and yeah, he kept going with it. I was doing my book tour at the time for the life of wannabe mogul. And I'm like, I wrote this book because I felt like I was so misunderstood. and I was so I didn know how to express myself not only misunderstood but i was not properly expressing myself and i felt that kind of one of my last like things that i had to do before kind of just giving up on myself was write this book and then maybe people read it and they like they understand me a little bit more so i write this book and while i'm doing this press tour talking about molestation and like dark shit this man is threatening me and won't stop threatening me and i had to keep doing these interviews and i'll never forget i'm with my manager thor who i'm still with and he at that time i like looked at him i showed him the messages he read through all of them and i was just like i don't know what to do like it just feels like this this is what's happening again. Like my power was taken from me then for so many years. And now he has this thing of me and he taking it again It like it felt like being like re and and also feeling this like everything will end if this if he does this everything will end for you everything all the that you've been through everything you've done to get to this point it's all going to be blown up and and just it's gone if he does this and having someone else have that power and that agency over your own body and i love i love my manager and at that time and i think he he saw me as a person and not as a client because i don't think anyone any agent or manager would have been like yeah all right you want to do that because you think it'll make you feel better Sure, release your own nudes. And he was like, honestly, Bella? Yeah, like what he's writing you is like fucked up. And like with what you've been through, this is my like door accent. This is like this is your only way Like I don have another way for you Like I don have another like option And I put him out and that was horrible How did you come up with that idea to release them yourself? He's literally saying he's going to do this and I don't keep sending him photos. And I'm like, now he wants me to start like sending stuff and like, and then now it wasn't even about money. he's like also about money and photos and like I'm gonna keep sending you these videos and then he starts sending me other people that I'm friends with their nudes yeah yeah and he's like you see how powerful I am how many times I can do this to you over and over and I was like well if like at the end of the day if I'm gonna lose my whole career and everything I've worked for being like 20 at that time and working since I was eight I'm gonna just like just say fuck it all and I'm never gonna work again and my life's over because this man's gonna do this so I'll just do it