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Yeah. I don't know where to start. I feel like there's so much information out there. Like, if you just look up, like, how to believe in God, like, I don't, do I, like, I don't know what to do. Like, do I have to, like, go to church? I don't think you have to go to church. I think if you want to go to church, you can go to church. But what do you do at church? You pray, you learn the word of God and praise God. But I don't, yeah, maybe that's not always the answer. I grew up Christian slash Catholic too. But do you think, like, I would feel, like, a little intimidated to go to church why is that because i did only fans and it's like i feel like you're gonna be judged i think there's a lot of people who've made a lot of different mistakes like i'm not saying it's like it's not a mistake but it to me it's like i don't regret it so am i allowed in like am i like allowed to like go in there and it's not acting but it's like if i'm trying to pursue a relationship with God and a relationship with religion if I like go to church like is that like a lark like am I allowed to be there yeah of course even if I don't know it's something I want to commit to a hundred percent yeah if I show up once and I'm like I didn't really like this like is that see I overthink things I have anxiety okay I understand that that's completely understandable