Transcript (en)

It's not about any of that, Belly. It's... I still love you. I don't think I'll ever get you out of my system. You will always be there. Here. You're only saying this because I'm marrying Jeremiah. That's why... that's why you're saying this all of a sudden. No, no, it's not all of a sudden, Belly. Don't you realize that? It's always... Well, it's too late. And the fact that you're saying this now is f***ed. I know, I know, I know. I just... please... Hear me out. Let me talk for a minute. I f***ed up four years ago. Remember that night in the motel when I told you that I still wanted you? I couldn't sleep that night. I loved you. I know I did. But I knew that if I kept you with me I would hurt you And so I couldn have that I knew it And I saw you and Jer and I saw how happy you guys made each other. And so I tried to let you go. But then this summer, being around you again, and talking the way that we used to and you looking at me the way that you used to. I just, I see you again and all my plans go to shit. I love Jeremiah. He's my brother. He is my family. And I hate myself for doing this, but when I see the two guys together, I f***ing hate him. Ellie. Don't say it. Don't be with him. Don't marry him. Be with me.