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I switched out. Then you switched out. Yes, I switched out because for me, I looked totally different each time. For real. Yeah. So was there anything that no one warned you about that just hit you like a ton of bricks? Oh my gosh. Breastfeeding. Dash is hard. This is hard. Yes. This is really hard. So like for multiple reasons. So first of all, waking up every three hours in the middle of the night to sleep. I still ain't slept a good night's rest. So that's hard. The inconsistency in the milk supply is really hard. Because some days I'm pumping four ounces. Some days I'm pumping barely an ounce. So, yeah, like the mom guilt that come with that. Because I'm like, dang, I'm not providing what my baby need. And then I just be feeling like a failure. Oh, you're extremely emotional. Yeah. Yes. Yeah. It gets better when you realize that God has equipped you with everything that you need. Yeah. And your baby was destined to be only yours. I definitely realized that with Leah's attitude. Yeah. Nobody else in the world could handle me, me, but me, you know. And it's not a stank thing. It's a don't play with me thing. Yeah. You know, she's suffered a couple of detentions, but it was always in her defense. We never started, but we're going to finish it. That's exactly. What are the things that you see in your baby that remind you of yourself? Is it something like, let's