Transcript (en)

I was reckless in the sense of I wanted everybody to be happy. You know what I mean? I wanted to pay everybody rent. I wanted to pay motherfuckers child support. I wanted to stop people from going. I wanted to pay their bond. I wanted to, you know what I mean? Car payments. When I go to the jewelry store, y'all go to the jewelry store. When I buy a car, y'all get a car. You know what I mean? I spoiled my mom. At one point, my mom had like 15 cars. You know what I mean? I'll pull up in a Bentley and she'll see it and say, son, I love that car. I want one just like it. You know what I mean? And I'll be like, she was like, you know, you going to get me one? I'm like, no, I'm not doing that. Well, I'm going to go buy one myself. Mom, you got 15 cars. Here, take this one. You know what I mean? Like, it was just, it was just, I wanted everybody to be happy. But I was crippling people, man. I was. That's true. I was, I was, I was, you know, the cornerstone of being a man, man, is accountability, man. You know what I mean? Right on. Like, I was. That's real. I was out of control with it, man. And then I thought I was going to play forever. You know what I mean? And I thought this run, and God put me in check. You know what I'm saying? That money got funny.