Transcript (en)

Yo chat, it's really nice to see all you guys again. Sorry, give me a second, a little emotional. I do want to say, you know, a lot's happened. And before we start the stream though, I do want to address some things. I want to talk about, you know, where I've been, what happened in January and, you know, kind of what I've been doing and stuff. So I want to start off by saying the way I handled that situation in January was terrible. I ended up showing you guys a link that suggested some pretty questionable content. And you were all definitely right to be concerned about that. I should have taken the situation seriously, but in the moment, I panicked. I ended up making a bunch of stupid excuses and downplaying the situation. For that, I take full accountability. I'm sorry. It was very dishonest, and I fucked up. I was torrenting a 2D hentai game and the text documents came in a zip file alongside the game. Inside the link was malware, scams used to steal credit card information, and pornographic videos ripped from Pornhub. I want to make this clear I don condone or consume exploitative or illegal material of any sort Now this is a very serious situation So I submitted all of my hardware to exhibit a computer forensics for a full independent investigation As you can see, the report is on the screen now. The key finding is that no illegal material was found on any of my devices. If you guys want access to the report and the FAQ that comes along with it, you can type exclamation point forensics in the chat. So. I'm sorry. Beyond. Beyond the incident itself. I also have personal problems I needed to address. A lot of stress and anxiety. I had trouble sleeping, and I was using my hentai addiction to try to cope with that all. I was severely addicted to hentai games, and I would download and collect them every night after stream, like 20 at a time. And this time away has really given me the chance to get my shit together. I completed a 30-day outpatient program, and I been seeing a therapist consistently for the past six months I genuinely want to be better and do better I working really hard to build healthier routines I've been, well, first off, I started a keto diet with my mom. So that's good. And I've been working out consistently with my nephew, helping him out with his football stuff. He's got into football and me and my brother, he's going to the same school as my brother and stuff. So that's cool. Um, but other than that, sorry, second. Other than that, um, you know, a lot of you guys have been here for like five, 10 years. You've been watching and supporting my stream for a very long time. And it makes me really happy. You guys are still here. It makes me happy to see you guys here. And... Sorry. I didn't expect to get emotional. But to say the least it really put into perspective how lucky I am to be able to entertain all of you guys who are living With that said, with that said, I do want to focus on moving forward with the changes I've made. I want to stay consistent and I actually want to be a better person this time I'm going to continue to work on myself and become better I want to build a stronger community stronger than the one we had before so we can play games like we used to have fun and meme the chat and just shoot the shit so thank you guys for sticking around and giving me a chance I know it may take a while but I do want to build a stronger community for you guys moving forward I'm gonna take a five minute break and then we'll start the stream I'm sorry I missed you guys a lot I'm sorry you